My Life as One

Sometimes I wonder if sexuality is truly a choice or u are simply born with it. And if it is a choice why is it more accepted for the ladies and in most cases they think the gay males are inadequate? Who is the person that decided such a silly hypocritical double standard? I know someone brainwashed us to think such a thing because a whole generation/nation cannot be that dumb. Yes we get people that accept both sexual preferences but I bet you they're more lenient to the gay females. Maybe it's because when a man takes it up THe bum it looks like he has lost his manhood either way u look at it if u have a dick stuck into your ass u have something taken away from u😷 that's why when most men in prison get raped or choose to have sex with another male turn gay. This is merely my opinion so don't take it to heart. Another thing about the gay conversation is which bible verse talks about being gay is wrong? A human being like u and me wrote the bible right? A Christian man wrote the bible and I am not rocking with this God gave him a sign because I shall put no such vain statement on my god. I am sure these catholic pastors have words with God and they still do blasphemous things. Humans are the most inhumane things I have seen in my life. I shall not indulge in no such bafoonery. For real I know right. From wrong. And like my gay friend said "I understand that the bible talks about being gay is wrong but we sin everyday this is just another sin to me and I am prepared for the consequences" that is the most Christian thing I have ever heard in my life. These people that read the bible everyday minster to us are not perfect and I don't understand why they want us to preserve them that way. And if ulthey don't I apload them. I don't see anything wrong with being gay. I am attracted to a woman's beauty and mind. I wouldn't say it's curiosity because I have been attracted to them since I was a young in. Can u blame me? Women are so beautiful. From the way they dress to their demeanor. The same way gay men look at other men. I couldn't begin to tell you why we do what we do. Ican not explain other peoples actions only I. I am only responsible for my actions.  Bt what I want us women to stop doing is being with another women because we think they can relate to us and "fuck men they're anything" trust me when I say u will not go far. U have to have a pure heart with pure emotions if u want your relationships to succeed. We as women have different personalities.